I don’t know, but they did it.
They’ve done it before, and they did it tonight,
and they’ll do it again, and when they do it —
seems that only children weep.
EXT. APARTMENT COMPLEX – MIDNIGHT
An apartment fire blazes on the twenty-sixth floor. A crowd of residents stand below, observing it rage, as firefighters and ambulances arrive.
Where do you go?
NOAH GRAY (6) is enamored by the flames, their bright orange hue reflecting in his tiny brown eyes. He’s fixated on the balcony , where a man appears to be trapped, still smoking a cigarette.
EXT. CONDOMINIUM – DAY
Kids run around the front yard, and around the condo playing tag, and hide and seek.
What do you do when you get there?
NOAH GRAY (12) stands atop his front porch, high above the others. His eyes are closed and his arms are spread out. He prepares to jump.
Nothing out of the ordinary.
INT. PUB – NIGHT
An old Irish joint comes alive with the accompaniment of a live band and a rowdy crowd watching football.
Why do you think you find yourself there?
NOAH GRAY (19) stands by the bar, babysitting a drink when his eyes catch a glimpse of ALLIE (19) sitting with her friends. Her eyes see him, but neither make a move.
Same reason anyone else would.
INT. CAR (MOVING) – NIGHT
It lightly drizzles. Slouched over in the passenger seat is a FATHER (52), in a tux, drunk, and half-conscious, while NOAH GRAY (25) carefully pulls into the driveway, as his MOTHER (50) guides him in.
Which one is it?
The right one.
Noah pushes a button on a device hanging from the visor. It triggers the garage door on the right to begin to open.
No, no, the left one.
Noah immediately pushes the button again, stopping the right garage door about halfway up. Pushing the adjacent button causes the garage door on the left to open. The car enters the garage.
INT. CAR – NIGHT
Once stopped, the Mother exits, passing in front of the car to open the door into the house. She lifts up her elegant dress so it doesn’t get dirty.
(turns to Noah)
Wake up your father, and bring him inside.
(looks over at Dad)
Can’t we just leave him here?
With the car turned on? Are you crazy? He’ll die.
I’m not entirely against the idea.
The Mother shakes her head, and enters the house. We hear the alarm beeping, and the subsequent code being entered into the keypad. Noah sits motionless. The alarm stops and she returns to the door.
What the hell you waiting for? Turn the car off, and bring him inside.
Why can’t you do it?
You saw what he did at dinner. If I go near him, he’ll start swinging.
Noah shuts the car off, and stares at his Mother, before she goes back inside, and then at his Father, who is lightly snoring.
INT. GARAGE – NIGHT
He exits the car, walks around, and opens the passenger side door, leaning in to unbuckle his Father. Thinking that to be enough, he continues to stare at his Father.
Dad, get up. We’re home.
The Father barely registers.
Dad. Wake up. We’re home.
Noah pokes his Father’s arm to no response. He kneels down and takes his Father’s shoes, placing one leg outside of the car. As he goes to grab the other leg, the Father quickly swings his leg back in the car, and mumbles something at Noah.
Determined, Noah tries again, but this time, the Father pushes him away with his arms and legs. Noah loses his balance, and lands on his knees, just as the Father vomits in the car.
Disgusted, Noah exits the garage leaning down through the right side’s door, still half open.
EXT. DRIVEWAY – NIGHT
Noah stands in his driveway. We can see the Father moving around in the car from the left side’s garage door, still open. The Mother returns.
We can see the Mother walk around the car to the Father’s side. Only her legs are visible through the half open garage door.
Piece of shit puked all over the car. Leave him here.
He can clean it up in the morning when he comes to.
What are you doing out there? Come inside. It’s raining.
The Mother returns to the door, and begins to close the left side’s garage door completely before entering the home.
MOTHER (O.S.) (CONT’D)
Turn off the lights and close the door on you way in.
Just then, a MAN emerges from the shadows of the far corner of the house in a trench coat, and slips underneath the half open garage door. The left side’s door is just about finished closing. We can see the feet of the Man standing some distance from where the Father sits. Noah doesn’t notice him.
BANG. BANG. Light from the gun’s muzzle illuminates the garage, as seen through it’s rusted up windows.
“Saint Pablo.” | Produced by Kanye West and Mike Dean.
Performed by Kanye West feat. Sampha
©2015 Def Jam Recordings/GOOD Music.
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