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Eternal Recurrence


Please don’t hate me. / 
This ain’t personal. / I just wanted / something that I never had.

Everyone’s all what up, Jay, but no one Silent Bob’s me,
and contrary to popular belief, I’ve come to the conclusion that
being around is not enough, and mutual interest is
the bigger piece, of which I don’t actually have any
(romantically, anyway).
I’m oddly comfortable with anyone, and can see myself
with red heads, and long blondes, and even short brunettes.
It’s just a matter of perspective.
Not mine, of course, but hers, and anyone else’s
who thinks it’s cool to pair us in public,
for that’s the only place I think I’ll ever stay relevant.

Please don’t hate me. / This ain’t personal. / I just wanted / something that I never had.

Right things to the wrong one, said my fatal flaw is choice,
because I always had a dream it would end this way?
Whisper that three times while you’re making a playlist full of alt. music,
where even the search answers mock you by being too bias and angled.
That’s too much to handle,
waiting for a signal that will never come to me untangled,
so it’s better to dismantle any semblance of attraction that causes a reaction;
spontaneous chain or otherwise disastrous.

You look across the room and I’m still there.
Our eyes meet.
You look away and so do I,
but who am I kidding, I go back,
because let’s face it, I like you.
I just don’t know if you do,
and I’ll probably never tell you.
I think we’re better off.
I think you’re better off.
That’s unfair of me, but I just wanted you to know.

Please don’t hate me. / This ain’t personal. / I just wanted / something that I never had.
Please don’t hate me. / This ain’t personal. / I just wanted / something that I never had.
Please don’t want me. / This ain’t personal. / I just needed / something that I never had,
and just something that I never had /
just something that I never had /
give me something that I never had. /
Please don’t hate me. / This ain’t personal. / I just wanted / something that I never had.

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